Beatrice Finds God
Beatrice’s first psychosis in life happened on Christmas Eve. It was the ideal time for religious delusions to be at their peak and there was a full moon in Appalachia on December 24, 1978.
Her cousin Stephanie really upset her earlier in the evening at the family’s Christmas Eve get together.
Beatrice wondered how her cousin knew she liked girls and how, in particular, she knew Beatrice had a crush on Denise Star, the new girl at school.
Beatrice was not comfortable in her lesbian skin at 13. She tried very hard at being a lip stick lesbian to make her mom happy. Furthermore, Beatrice knew what the Bible had to say about sins of the flesh. She didn’t need her cousin Stephanie, the out-loud and proud dyke of the town, to be rubbing it in Grandma Smith’s face over and over again that there were two budding lesbians in the family.
But Stephanie knew how to push buttons. The conversation in front of the fireplace earlier that evening had Beatrice all hot and bothered. Stephanie told Beatrice she saw Denise Star naked in the showers after gym class.
"She has lots of pubic hair already and I think she wants me," explained Stephanie.
Beatrice laid on the top bunk in her bedroom on Christmas Eve, and thought not of what Santa may bring her, but imagined how pretty Denise Star must be naked.
She couldn’t sleep for thinking of what it must have been like for her cousin Stephanie to see Denise nude in gym class.
She grabbed the Bible she kept under her pillow and prayed.
"God, I know it’s wrong for me to undress Denise Star with my eyes. Take this sin from me."
For a moment, they prayer worked. Beatrice felt holy and had separated herself from her overwhelming desire for Miss Star.
Beatrice’s hands started to move on their own. She didn’t command her hands to move with her mind. They were floating off the bed to her side without will.
They slowly made their way down to her hips.
The thought of a naked Denise Star crossed her mind and her warm hands which didn’t feel like her own performed the first rites of Beatrice’s lesbian life.
A flood of spiritual energy from the Holy Spirt came over Beatrice that Christmas Eve.
Beatrice’s first orgasm in life cleared her mind of any doubts regarding whether or not one could get into heaven after living a life of sin as a muff diver.
Beatrice knew at 11:59 p.m. on December 24, 1978 that there is such a thing as the Holy Spirit.
It was the spirit that took over her body and showed her the truth about God on the night of her dear savior’s birth.
Her cousin Stephanie really upset her earlier in the evening at the family’s Christmas Eve get together.
Beatrice wondered how her cousin knew she liked girls and how, in particular, she knew Beatrice had a crush on Denise Star, the new girl at school.
Beatrice was not comfortable in her lesbian skin at 13. She tried very hard at being a lip stick lesbian to make her mom happy. Furthermore, Beatrice knew what the Bible had to say about sins of the flesh. She didn’t need her cousin Stephanie, the out-loud and proud dyke of the town, to be rubbing it in Grandma Smith’s face over and over again that there were two budding lesbians in the family.
But Stephanie knew how to push buttons. The conversation in front of the fireplace earlier that evening had Beatrice all hot and bothered. Stephanie told Beatrice she saw Denise Star naked in the showers after gym class.
"She has lots of pubic hair already and I think she wants me," explained Stephanie.
Beatrice laid on the top bunk in her bedroom on Christmas Eve, and thought not of what Santa may bring her, but imagined how pretty Denise Star must be naked.
She couldn’t sleep for thinking of what it must have been like for her cousin Stephanie to see Denise nude in gym class.
She grabbed the Bible she kept under her pillow and prayed.
"God, I know it’s wrong for me to undress Denise Star with my eyes. Take this sin from me."
For a moment, they prayer worked. Beatrice felt holy and had separated herself from her overwhelming desire for Miss Star.
Beatrice’s hands started to move on their own. She didn’t command her hands to move with her mind. They were floating off the bed to her side without will.
They slowly made their way down to her hips.
The thought of a naked Denise Star crossed her mind and her warm hands which didn’t feel like her own performed the first rites of Beatrice’s lesbian life.
A flood of spiritual energy from the Holy Spirt came over Beatrice that Christmas Eve.
Beatrice’s first orgasm in life cleared her mind of any doubts regarding whether or not one could get into heaven after living a life of sin as a muff diver.
Beatrice knew at 11:59 p.m. on December 24, 1978 that there is such a thing as the Holy Spirit.
It was the spirit that took over her body and showed her the truth about God on the night of her dear savior’s birth.
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